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[discussing t'ai chi, the Chinese martial art consisting of a complex routine of smooth yet intricate movements]
...To help relax, I began swaying back and forth in the movements of t'ai chi. I concentrated on softness and balance, feeling like seaweed floating in the ocean.
A few boys and girls from the high school stopped and watched me, but I paid them no attention, letting my concentration flow with the movements. When I finished and walked over to put my sweat pants back on over my running shorts, my ordinary awareness asserted itself: "I wonder if I looked good." My attention was captured by two pretty teenagers who were watching me and giggling. "I guess those girls are impressed," I thought, as I put both legs into one pant leg, lost my balance and fell on my ass.
A few other students joined the girls in their laughter. I felt embarrassed for a moment, but then lay back and laughed with them.
I knew that my dreams had been right a thousand times over, just as yours had been. It was life and reality that were wrong... You have a dimension too many... Whoever wants music instead of noise, joy instead of pleasure, soul instead of gold, creative work instead of business, passion instead of foolery, finds no home in this trivial world of ours... All we who ask too much and have a dimension too many could not contrive to live at all if there were not another air to breathe outside the air of this world, if there were not eternity at the back of time.
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